WEEK 5

This week got off to a rough start, just filled with
frustration. Frustrations with the fact
that I felt that I'm not hearing from God, He's just silent. I have spent so much of my walk with God
these past 3 years in silence, I just came to a point where I couldn't
understand how much patients He wants to teach me. I also spent this week fasting, just seeking
after Him with a desperate and yearning heart.
On Thursday morning I got up, at the peak of my frustration. Just like any other morning I was on my way
down to the barn for breakfast. I came
around the corner and was brought to a standstill, God met me there. Never in my life have I ever felt God's
presence so strong. I was surrounded by
His holy presence, completely immersed in His light. In that moment I have never felt so close or
loved by God in my life - for the first time I really believed that He knows my
name. My name is written on the palm of
His hand! I felt so foolish for wanting
to hear words, who needs words. We are
constantly surrounded by His presence we just fail to see that sometimes our
mind and heart get preoccupied and we fail to see God in the simple
things. We fail to see that His hand prints
are on everything.